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17Apr/11Off

First Week at Duncan Hospital

We’ve now been in Raxaul almost one and a half weeks and life finally seems to be getting into a routine. Melissa and kids have settled into a daily routine and I’ve settled into the work at the hospital along with teaching the junior doctors. More details in the paragraphs to follow but I’ll highlight our first week at Duncan with the following praise and prayer requests.

Praises:

  • The kids and Melissa are all feeling much better. Gastroenteritis seems to have run its course in our family and the kids have gotten their appetite back.
  • The kiddos are all over jet leg and sleeping well through the night which means better sleep for us as parents.
  • I’ve been getting some amazing opportunities to see clinical cases that I’ve never been exposed to in my emergency medicine training including measles, organochloride and organophosphate poisoning, TB meningitis, pericardial tamponade necessitating pericardiocentesis, and neurotoxic snake bites.
  • The opportunity to teach many of the junior doctors some key emergency medicine principles and to share with the staff some of my insight to their clinical problems from an emergency medicine perspective.
  • Getting to meet with several families on campus so that we could hear about their call to missions and their vision for Duncan Hospital.

Prayer Requests:

  • The town of Raxaul – one of the least developed and polluted cities we have visited in India. Pray that Christ’s redeeming work would also extend to this city and transform it.
  • Work/life balance – it can be very easy to get completely overwhelmed by the work and lose time with our families and time with the Lord.
  • The plight of women in Bihar – there is little societal value to women and thus their lives are filled with sorrow and grief.
  • The opening of the new hospital – happens in early May, pray that all the necessary details would come together to make this a reality.
  • The junior doctors at Raxaul – that God would give them a clear sense of calling so that they might seek to serve Christ long term.
  • Strategic vision – pray that God would use Duncan as a strategic center to train providers for many parts of North India.
  • Provision of some more ventilators to care for intubated patients in the ICU so that they do not have to be hand ventilated.

Now for the longer version – we spent the first few days at Duncan with sleepless nights and sick kids. Thankfully in a few days the GI bug we had picked up had left our family. Karuna and Luke adjusted fairly quickly to sleeping through the night but we continued to have problems with Vivek waking up at 3 AM until we finally converted our kitchen into a bedroom to allow him to sleep there and he finally seems to have gotten into a routine with regard to his sleep.

9Apr/11Off

Arrival in Raxaul

So we have finally arrived in Raxaul – the site of the first mission hospital we’ll be working at for the next three and a half weeks. We arrived here three days ago but have been in convalescence since because all of our children are ill. I’ll write in more detail about our trip so far on the next couple of paragraphs but for those of you who want the highlights here they are (pictures from our trip can be found at the bottom of the post as well):

Praises:

  • Arrived safely in Raxaul after 24 hours on the train and 24 hours in flight
  • No problems with getting through customs in Delhi with our medical supplies
  • Big help from one of our family friends, Levi Paulos, who helped us navigate Delhi
  • Extremely kind people on the train who went above and beyond to help us as we struggled with sleep deprivation and two very sick kids.
  • Drs. Philip and Leeja have been great hosts and helped us immensely as we have tried to settle into life here at Duncan

Prayer Requests:

  • Vivek, Luke, Karuna and most recently Melissa are all ill with gastroenteritis - pray for a quick recovery
  • Melissa and I are extremely tired from multiple sleepless nights with sick kids and jet lag. Pray for recovery so that we can be useful here
  • Christo would learn the hospital system at Duncan quickly since he will start taking call next week.
  • Building relationships with the families here at Duncan so that we have a better sense of the community here and whether this would be a good fit for us long term.

For the longer version…we were able to get the second flight directly from Paris to Delhi after we missed our connecting flight to Bahrain. We flew on Air India and they were extremely helpful to us and moved seats around to allow us enough space to have a place to let our children sleep. After arrival in Delhi one of our family friends, Levi, met us at the airport in Delhi to help us get to the hotel. By the grace of God we went through customs without a hitch – in fact they did not even ask us to stop and just waved us through. That was a huge blessing in terms of being able to bring in the donated medical equipment we had with us. Also we had become a little wiser with regard to dealing with the porters in Delhi and so our total bill to get our bags from the luggage carousel to the car was a lot less than when we were in India last.

3Apr/11Off

Departure & Going the Extra Mile

The day has finally arrived. After nearly a year of planning and preparation we’re on our way to India. We just arrived in Paris about five hours ago. Because our first flight from Dallas was delayed we ended up missing our flight to Bahrain and thus we’ll be flying out of Paris later tonight directly to Delhi. We’ll arrive there about 5 hours later that originally planned but it is a direct flight so that might end up being a blessing. This past week has been a busy one with lots of last minute errands to get finished along with packing quite a few medical supplies we were able to get donated from Parkland Hospital. A couple of big praises:

  • Through the hard work of several people at Parkland in materials management we were able to obtain several boxes of newly expired or old equipment that they were no longer using. This was a huge blessing in that we were able to get almost 35 central line kits, some surgical supplies and lots of airway equipment. A huge blessing in that several roadblocks were overcome to allow us to take these materials with us.
  • Melissa’s packing was excellent as always – with 9 checked bags between all of us, she still managed to get them all under the magical 50 lb limit (although several were 49.5 lbs! :-) ).
  • We were able to enlist the help of some extended family in Delhi who will be coming to meet us when we land and help us navigate getting on the train there.
  • Finally praise that India won the Cricket World Cup – the first time in 28 years – it should be much more pleasant to travel in India with people excited over a victory rather than angry about a recent defeat.

A couple of items to pray about in the next few days:

  • Pray for an easy passage through customs. All of the items we are taking to the hospital are donated so it should not be too much of a problem but with rampant corruption it is hard to know who we’ll get as our customs officer.
  • Travel to Raxaul. We arrive in New Delhi on Monday and on Tuesday we’ll take a train for 24 hours to get to Bihar. I suspect that all of us will be quite exhausted by this point in our journey so pray for extra grace as we travel.
  • A quick turnaround from jetlag.

One thing that God has been teaching me over this past week has been an important lesson in trusting Him and relying on Him rather than my own strength to accomplish what He has called us to. In my quiet times this months I’ve been reading through the book of Acts and this week I read through Acts 12 and the story of Paul being thrown in prison by Herod so that Paul could be put to death. As Paul slept chained between two guards that night, an angel appeared, the chains fell off of him and he escaped out of the prison. It was a powerful story for me to reflect on to think about what type of God I serve. I was convicted about my own fears about this trip and the worry about traveling with three young kids to some remote parts of India. As I read through this passage, God used that to calm my heart and to trust that He was in control. I serve the same God who was able to cause an earthquake to open prison doors, raise the dead and even split the ocean in two so why am I so afraid of the unknown? What is the worst that could happen to us? Death? Illness? Loss? Even with the worst of those, to be absent from this life means being with the Lord. So as I’ve spoken with others this week – I have been less focused on the fears about this trip and more concerned about how God will use this trip to refine our vision. As I prayed this week it was in a spirit of boldness than fear because we serve an amazing God who is able to accomplish His will. The only question is whether we’re following His leading.

I wanted to write one final blog post in my series of posts about themes in the ER – this time about going the extra mile. I went into medicine because I first wanted to do mission work. Over the years as God continued to impress upon my heart the need for many to hear the Gospel who had never heard it, it seemed a natural fit to choose as my profession medical work since in it there is a great opportunity to minister to people’s physical and spiritual needs. One of the qualities Melissa and I have tried to cultivate in our marriage is the willingness to be hospitable and take the risk of being involved in the lives of my patients even outside my job. These experiences have been extremely rewarding but have also caused their share of heartache.

28Mar/11Off

Mistakes & Failures

First, a big praise.  We got to 100% of the support we needed for our upcoming trip to India as of one week ago!  Thank you to all of you who have been praying for our trip as well as the many who have so generously given to help make this trip a reality.  This whole support raising process has always been an incredible process of faith building for us.  It is amazing to see how God moves in the hearts of people to generously give to make this possible.  Of course, I would like the whole process to work on my time frame but often God uses delays and frustrating days to continue to increase our faith and to trust HIS provision.  Yet again we were amazed at the variety of people who gave and especially moved by those who gave who did not have much to begin with - a true lesson for us about sacrificial giving.  We are also excited because we are now less a week away from leaving for India.  We leave next Saturday, April 2nd.  A couple of things you can be praying for:

  • Travel mercies as we spend over 24 hours in flight and travel through Paris and Bahrain on our way to Delhi and then as we spend another 24 hours on a train on our way to Raxaul.
  • Pray for supplies to be become available for us to take to the hospitals in India.  We have hit several roadblocks with getting supplies donated from Parkland due to hesitation from the legal department and we need God to work to allow us to have several pieces of equipment to take to India.
  • That our hearts would be in the right place and that we would rely on God and not ourselves as we make this trip

In my continuing series of posts on themes from the emergency department, I wanted to use this post to write about several patients where I made a mistake or did not pick up on a condition fast enough to prevent them harm.  I think very few physicians want to speak about mistakes because they ruin our sense of infallibility but I feel like the lessons I've learned for patients where I made a mistake have been invaluable in my development as a young physician and have taught me to hold on to my humility.  I'm human and will always make mistakes but sometimes these are hard lessons when they involve the life of a patient.

11Feb/11Off

Humor in the ED & Support Update

It's the beginning of February and we are having a hard time figuring out if we are still living in Texas or Minnesota.  We have had almost two weeks of sub-freezing temperatures along with ice and snow which have again reinforced for us why we live here and not a 1000 miles further north!  Melissa was quite sick last week and spent 4 days in bed with the flu but she seems to finally have turned the corner.  Appachan and Ammachi and Chrisly were gracious enough to watch the kiddos for several of those days so that Melissa could work on regaining her strength.

We are continuing to make progress on our support raising goal although it has slowed the last few weeks.  Hopefully many of you got a reminder postcard in the mail to continue praying for us and to consider supporting us financially to make our upcoming trip to India possible.  We are almost 60% of the way to our final goal but still need to raise about $5500 to make the trip possible.  We trust that God will provide us with the resources to make this trip possible and we are excited that we are now less than 7 weeks away from leaving for India.  If you would like to help us with our trip just click the donate button on the top right or send us a check made out to Crossroad Church with "India Medical Mission" in the memo line for a tax deductible donation.  Vivek got his visa in the mail today which was one of our last administrative hurtles to make the trip to India and the other kids all got a series of vaccinations a couple weeks ago to make sure they are well prepared for our trip.  Thankfully Melissa and I did not need to get new vaccines for this trip which was better than our last trip whenI think we ended up getting over 25 shots between the entire family!

I wanted to write about the lighter side of the ED.  People often wonder how people can work day after day in a place as stressful as the emergency room.  Although I do meet a lot of people on their bad days, there are always patients or stories that bring a smile to my face or sometimes have me on the floor laughing.  I think it is these lighter moments in the ED, the ability to laugh about the little things, the ability to laugh with my coworkers that makes my job fun and keeps me coming back to the emergency department.

14Nov/10Off

Medical Mission Trip to North India

First a couple of quick updates. We just attended the Global Health Missions Conference (GHMC) that gathers together every year during the 2nd week of November in Louisville, KY. It was a time of much needed spiritual encouragement and a time to meet with several organizations that we have been considering partnering with in order to facilitate our return back to India. The conference is the largest of its kind in the US with over three thousand medical professionals that have a heart to serve in medical missions here and overseas. The last speaker we heard yesterday, Dr. Carol Spears, was especially encouraging to hear about how God has worked in her life and through her sufferings to call her to a life of mission service in Kenya.

We also wanted to let all of you know that we have set into motion most of the things that need to happen for us to go to India in early 2011 to work at two missions hospitals that are part of the EHA network of hospitals.

11Aug/10Off

The Dog Days of Summer

So the end of July and August has been unbearably hot in Texas.  I believe we've had almost two weeks of greater than 100 degree weather!  Our plants are wilting and so are our spirits as we try to stay indoors as much as possible.  I finally had some time to work on some of the pictures from our big road trip to the west and northwest coast which I've uploaded along with this post.  I think I've got a couple hundred more pictures to look through to get to the end of our trip and then I can start taking some new pictures!

2Jul/10Off

Happy 4th of July Weekend

Its 12:30 at night and both Melissa and I have decided to be late night owls tonight and risk our sleep by staying up way too late since the kids will be up in 6-7 hours like clockwork.  I'm officially now a 3rd year resident at Parkland and Karuna is now officially a 6 year old.  Karuna had a great party about a week ago celebrating her 6th birthday with many of our friends and family.  Per Karuna's choice we had pizza from a local pizza place called Oak Cliff Pizza and it was an instant hit.

20Jun/10Off

Welcome to 2010…6 Months Late…

As you might have figured out from the lack of posts, the 2nd year of EM residency at UTSW is the hardest year and thus the multiple months away from the writing desk. But do not worry...I've been collecting up plenty of interesting stories over the past 7 months from my great patients and will have some good ones to share soon.

9Nov/09Off

Finally an Update

No we have not disappeared to the ends of the earth or gone missing.  It has been many months since we updated the blog mainly because of the demands of residency and taking care of three very active children but don't worry we're doing well...maybe I should rephrase that...surviving my second month of all night shifts in the ED.

A quick overview of the last few months:

  • Vivek is now 9 months old, we cannot believe how interactive he has become
  • Karuna and Luke started their second year of homeschooling and are loving every minute of it
  • I finished one month of night shifts in the ER, a month of day shifts in the ER, a month in the ER at Baylor Dallas and am now on a second month of nights at Parkland/Childrens
  • Melissa helped to start up a Side by Side chapter in Dallas three weeks ago and they are going through the book Sacred Marriage
  • We harvested our crops from the past year incluiding 4 honey dew melons, lots of raspberries (they are still bearing for us) and strawberries, and ate our first pomegranate from our tree
  • I traveled to Boston for a week to attend the annual American College of Emergency Medicine conference
  • We traveled to Nebraska for a week to visit Melissa's family